ভাঙা ডানার পরিযায়ী ......

ektu chhoya bhalobasar govirota theke, othoba du ekta chena swor udbigno chokhe, ami hatrai. mukhgulo hoyto ekhono amar kothai bhabchhe. etukui santona. tobu kosto pai. kanna ase, holud bikele daktar khoskhos kore pen chalay, moner shorire osudh pore na. buker bhetor chapa pathor chokher joler ghor khuje beray. du ekta swolpochena mukh kopale jolpotti day, kopale haat bulonor lokjon ke fele esechhi onek dure..... vor raate ghum chokhe uthe bosi, nijei nijer byathar buke angul rakhi, aro nibir hoye nijekei jigges kori "khub kosto hochche, na re?"

Eta amar lekha noy... Amar ekkjon khub priyo bonndhu - Baijayanti r lekha. Likhei pathiyechhilo amake.. ebong porei bhalo lege gelo... sei hothat bhalolaga brishti ta tai ekhane share korlam.. Baijayanti ekhon Pune te achhe ,Infosys e chakri kore STD te prem kore amar best friend er songe, ebong ekante nirobe hoyto nijer jonyoi kichhu kobita lekhe... sei bristir chhaat amaro janla diye dhuke pore, ebong amar ghor bheja bheja gondhe bhore othe. Majhrater brishti.. baranday bidyuter alo Ghum ghum bichana, balisher opor Halka mon kemon.. Hothat kane kane bole jay.. ‘Nischindipur Onekdur..’ Sokaler dhoya dhoya rod.. bus er horn Byastota, cha- tiffin- office bag er bhetor Chotto udaas haoa.. Chokhe haat buliye jay.. ‘tor ghum koddur..?’ Dupurer surjo.. rastay pitch er opor holka AC r thanda kaach, chair er opor Mishti chena gondho.. Onek door e niye jay.. ‘mone ache sei dupur?’ Sob sheshe ghore fera, sondhyer pahar.. Ghormukhi ojosro garir...

Ei lekhata amar khub priyo lekhika Moushumi Bhowmik er ekta gaan ke modify kore banano . Infact sotyi kotha bolte ki sudhui kichhi kotha kichhi line venge chure nijer moton kore sajiyechhi matro...nijer moto kore.. Somosto credit Moushumi di kei dilum.. hoyto tomar gaan ke niye erom katachhera kora onar valo lagbe na... tobu nijer jiboner sathe joriye jaoya onubhutiguloke diye chhobi take notun kore anklam, sudhu nijer jonyoi.. Asha rakhi uni khoma korben..... amar sohore sondhye nemechhe meghla akash,mati veja veja gondho... tomar akashe koto tara vaase? tumi dekho? naki tomar janla bondho? tomar chithi kalke peyechhi ko hajar mile periye esechhe chhaya mekhe mekhe tomar kothar chhondo! eka eka paoya kichhu obosore kuasha chhorano durer khobore moner govire akibuki kate paoya na pabar dwondwo. amar ekhane eki kadajol barite baire sei obikol sei chena mukh shohor prante sei chena gan gaay, chena rastar dhulay makhano eki rokomer somoy katano chhotobela makha kashful chire eki train chh...

elomelo rong kichhu manusher niswas er shobdo hoyto etukui paoyar thake... othoba hridoyer taal harabar bhoy chepe dhore ashteprishte ; jiboner sur dur e aro-o dure bhese jay, bhese ase. bhoy, tumi ki mrityur cheye boro? jani na.... tobu poribirtonkami elomelo kore deoya ekta dheu ase ojana thake pakhider ghore ferar gaan ; kannara bondi thake buker onek gobhire, bhenge jay ghor bhenge jay poth-ghat bhenge jay gaach poth chola thomke daray... jetuku aj harale kal tao chole jabe... chole jabe sobkichhu bhese ase sobkichhu nodir ekul-okul chahapiye. tarpor prithibir buke bristi name dhuye jay sob hariye jaoya jontrona ar kobitar jhaak. prithibir buke abar notun diner jonmo hoy, notun kobitar.

nirobotar gondho bhase, ghase ghase, haoyay haoyay, nil shalikher norm chokhe rokto lage, rokto jhore patay patay. shishir jhorar shobdo sune shiure uthe chomke takay akash paane. akash kothay hariye gelo? elomelo baadla dine rasta chine firte giye poth haralo ochinpure. ochinpurer rupkothara dishehara chutte thake, dinjaponer nityo tara kemon achhe rupkothara? tepantorer mather opor uthcheh bari akshchoya, abchayate khelchhi ami chonnochhara surer moto. bhallage na, bhallage na hridoy amar golpo lekhe .. golap fotay kon bagichay? thomke daray, sorbonasha neshar moton doure chole dangay-jole. amar buke hat bolabe? oashanto din byasto bhison, klanto lage bodle jaoyar ektu age shanti debe? amar buke hat bolabe?

eto kotha rekhe dile kobe... konodin kono kotha boloni to! sei diya tumi jalale nirobe mon tai ajo pipasito kan pete suni tomar na bola kotha guitar r tare othe sei murchhona kanna pathote chapa gutikoy byatha tobu keno tumi kichhu bolchho na? sei hasi ajo enke rakho mukhe bhag kore neoya shohorer bhor kannate ajo matha rakho buke lep-muri dine bristi ajhor sei chhoya bole mone mone "ja kichhu jabar jak, ami ajo achhi" mukhorito alo-chaya lonthone jekhane bristi pore tari kachhakachhi....

Tomar kachhe haat petechhi chokh melechhi tomar chokhe. kachhe paoya akaash-o-prithibi buke chepe dhorechhi ami. pora diesel er gondhe rasta diye doure berai. bhison dhoya, bondho dokan-bajar. raat birete ekla choli tomar kotha haoyar moto jhapta mare gumre beray bondho ghore. hoyto tumi pashei achho chhobo bole haat baralam hater bhetor akash chhilo akash jora ramdhonute megher kone lukiye rakha tomar i haat.bristi name. buker vetor kanna pathor ekla veje. amar shorir joriye dhore joler dhara hothat jibon chomke giye pechoon fere. samne amar rupkotha ra. chhutte thaki elomelo. bhison jore shobdo holo. rupkotha tui kothay geli?? guli lage amar sorir e......

Majhe majhe office er dorkari kagoje cartoon akte ichche kore. Ichche kore boss ke khisti mere mail pathate. Tobuo sesob bhul ar korte pari na. Mailbox khule sei to "Dear Sir," diye suru kore "thanks and regards" diye ses korbo nikhut chithi. Majhe majhe ichche kore bhul kori... source code e aje baje error dhokai . jeneshune... system hang koruk mokkhom somoy.... client khisti maruk. Majhe majhe ichche kore bou ke bole feli onyomeyeke bhalo lagar golpo ba purono premikar sathe tulona. tobu bhul ar korete pari koi moner moto???? sei elastic er moto hasi tene "bhalo achhi, apni kemon achen?" marka bhalo thaka ar bhalo lage na... bhul korte ichche kore. hiseber baire jibon chole na joma khorocher khatar diste r pore diste furiye jay. asole jome na kichhui. jibon egiye jay egote egote fichone tahkay thomkay, matha chulkay saat-paanch vabte vabte abar egoy. erkom thamte thamte cholte cholte fele ase onek kichhui ... head sir, half pant, rongin sticker acharoya...

Gaan tar kono tulona nei... na gaan hisebe etake onubaad kori ni...just kothagulo nijer moto kore nijer vasay bolte chailam ..... amar ek bondhur kothay eta holo asol gaan tar vabanubad mane vebe vebe onubad .... "shanto stobdho raate ononto-proshanto akasher buke amar rongin swopno makha chokhe 'amar hridoy torur faake sudhu tomar i chhaya ase tai hridoy amar ruddho hoye urdhakashe vaase. tumi thako kachhe kingba onek onek dure tomar hridoybinar shrinjito sure rakhbo tomay hridoy majhe dhore tomar sure thakbe tumi opurbo bivase tai hridoy amar ruddho hoye urdhakashe vaase." [Written on 11/Sept/2002]

sobuj swopno aj ondhokare kalo taravora rater mridu alo asha jagay moner kone. akashe batase bisher jalamoy jontrona bishakto proswas niye jai proti khone khone. sondeho obiswas ghat ar protighat er modhye tobu thake mridu abchha alo ondokar omanishar majhe seitulu mridu lonthon bedonabidhur buke janay bachar prolovon . take ograhyo kore ei jonronanorok theke mukti peye kei ba pare chole jete omriter sondhane?? sob shrinkhol venge sob somporko chhhire sob obiswas-onachar-otyachar er urdhe chole jete hobe jani, tubu ki chai mrityuke sei muktike kore nite alingon?? raater tara, nistobdho sondhya, sunyo buke tobu becha thake sestuku asha ar swopnoneel bhalobasa...... [Originally written on 5/ sept/ 2002. jodhpur Park]

Akasher canvas e chhobi eke jay sada megh ar misti sonali alo batase shortore gondho akashe vasay sobuj swopner kheya, valobasar chhoya lage valo dhaker opor kathi pore beje othe hridoy kashphool nil akash sada pakhi sobuj mather simar majhe oseem ei prokritir buke joy hoy dukkho-kosto-byatha-bedona- vule ontorongo praner ..... [Originally written on 4/Sept/2002]

(1) ekta manush ajo achhe manush hoye bechhe chhilo manush hoyei mrityu holo manusher moto.... tobu se to ajo achhe ei vote, pathor, rokto, kaste-haturi-joraphool er deshe ei langol tanar deshe ei kartiker nobanner bhore purnimar satya naran pujoy se manush ta ajo achhe manusher moto ... "chhele amar bangalore e" "seki tumi ekhono settle koroni!" "ek dollar mane ekhon koto taka?" manuser mrityur por, ekhono Amolkanti tui roddur hobi?? (2) mrityu ... ebong ektu ondhokar nil alo chitakath, tukro chinta elomelo kotha nityodiner jibonjapon bisonnota, swavabik hoye otha smriti buke beche thakar ongikar sob kichhu samoyik... parar club, coaching center, bibekanonodo uchcho bidyaloy xerox ar STD booth, sare sattar haowrah bus, chhata hate kada perono, sob dhuye gele jhi jhi daka sondhyay ekta mrityu i sudhu beche thake (3) ekta manus bhalobesechhilo sorol bhabe bechhechhilo sarata jibon oti-sadharon chhilo tar beche thaka hothat sada dhuti pora manushta hariye ge...

nirobotar gondho bhase, ghase ghase, haoyay haoyay, nil shalikher norm chokhe rokto lage, rokto jhore patay patay. shishir jhorar shobdo sune shiure uthe chomke takay akash paane. akash kothay hariye gelo? elomelo baadla dine rasta chine firte giye poth haralo ochinpure. ochinpurer rupkothara dishehara chutte thake, dinjaponer nityo tara kemon achhe rupkothara? tepantorer mather opor uthcheh bari akshchoya, abchayate khelchhi ami chonnochhara surer moto. bhallage na, bhallage na hridoy amar golpo lekhe .. golap fotay kon bagichay? thomke daray, sorbonasha neshar moton doure chole dangay-jole. amar buke hat bolabe? oashanto din byasto bhison, klanto lage bodle jaoyar ektu age shanti debe? amar buke hat bolabe?